I’m just hoping to get through the next 6 months, and then the next 3 years, without the government harassing me or my family.

personally, I’ll restarting myself to focus into more serious programming and get a job

I still fresh graduated, but I feel I still lack from programming basics to advance me to get a job in technology sector. second, for some reasons, I considering to move to somewhere first, and working on there.

hopefully, everything will be done in next 6 months, insha Allah

To get to the gym, have a healthy diet and move across Europe.

Eating some nice cheese.

the big string of seattle pride events at the end of the month :3 i always make so many new friends and have such a blast!!!

Nothing lol.

Part of my 2025 mental and physical health plan has been building and landscaping my little slice of land to go from an unfenced hillside of lawn to a walled and terraced garden.

Removed the sod and got a dumptruck load of granite stones at the start of the year. I am building using a dry stone technique and moving it all by hand on purpose. Currently finishing the main terraces and wall base, beginning raised garden beds now. Every day I move a couple stones into place and it feels like an accomplishment that is quite literally building on itself.

I look forward to seeing how it (continues to) come together.

Hopefully, i get my drivers license! Exam is on June 23th.

I’m 43, always been taking care of my parents. Getting my drivers license is the first thing i do “on my own” so im pretty excited! Then i’ll spend the next 6 months enjoying not having to go through public transportation :)

My month vacation in Japan.

Trump heart attack

Trump has a stroke and tells stories about his pp and republicans still pretend all is honky dory.

i’ll get a cash bonus once the probationary period is up at my new job, which i can use to knock like 10% off of the cost of my mortgage.

a friend of mine is getting bottom surgery and i’m looking forward to it for them, it’s nice that people around me are happy.

also, dunno if it’s something to look forward to exactly but if it turns out i do have hypertension and i can get on exforge i may not only be rid of my chronic headaches but also figure out if i actually have adhd, since amlodipine apparently lessens the symptoms. it would be nice to be able to do things.

I’m going to get my commercial drone license and start doing freelance work to supplement my main job that doesn’t pay too well. Very excited.

CT scans every 4 months… probably gonna get another nodule in my left lung nuked at some point. Hoping maybe the distended aorta that showed in my last scan takes me out quick so I can bypass all the misery of my advancing emphysema or the lung cancer possibly spreading. Aside from that, I’m just going to enjoy my family. Got three grandkids that are a real hoot right now. Counting my blessings is pretty much the priority…

Nothing, absolutely nothing. Life is very hopeless for me right now.