Yeah I find if I ever try to push myself to keep doing something my brain has pivoted away from it basically just ensures I won’t ever want to do it again because it forms bad boring memories of it lol

Yea it’s one of the frustrating things about ADHD, everyone thinks they have it because everyone can relate to it but not to the severity of it.

My main usage of my PC is gaming and I have been happily using Linux Mint for a while now, Proton can do a lot for you. However you do have to write off certain games because of their anti-cheat and be willing to do a bit of fiddling sometimes.

Trying this just keeps me up even more because now I’m focusing on falling asleep which means I can’t sleep

You joke, but they did have that Pacman Championship game a few years back that was basically just a flashy pacman reboot