I was abused by my christian parents.

I would like to live long enough to see humanity mature out of superstition and free the world from human greed.

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  • I have to consciously remind myself that my parents were and are wrong.

    Sometimes I imagine the versions of them that live in my head gagged and bound in cages.

    No, dad, it was not a self-fulfilling prophecy that ruined my life, it was child abuse. No, mom, I should not repress my own emotions to please others. I am a human being, not your fucking possession.

    They’ll be part of me for as long as I am alive, but sometimes I can shut them up.

    I am trying to make something out of the ruins of my life. Not much luck so far. Therapy hasn’t helped yet. I wish people would stop normalizing abuse. The bible belt is a cesspool of stubborn, deadly ignorance.


  • Our first parents willfully chose to rebel against God, thereby sinning and introducing death and other negative consequences, including suffering, into man’s earthly existence

    ALL OF WHICH IS GOD’S FAULT IF HE IS ALL-POWERFUL. What part of that are you struggling to understand?

    Why are innocent children killed for the mistakes their ancestors made?

    Stop outsourcing your thinking. Shitty apologetics are like AI to you, they hallucinate and tell you what you want to hear and you pretend it is fact.


  • He came down to earth as the Son of Man.

    To solve problems of his own creation in needlessly violent fashion, I know the story.

    And my argument for God is basic philosopy and logic

    Half of philosophy is as baseless as theology. There is no grounded standards. You’re bad at applying logic, too. All you have are fallacies.









  • The fact that our lives will come to an end makes every moment we have more precious. These are unique experiences that cannot be replicated.

    Easy to say, and I do believe it, but also…

    Boomers like my parents chose and still choose to perpetuate abusive systems instead of opposing them. I spent too long thanking them for teaching me violence because any other reaction would be met with violence. Why am I supposed to feel grateful about being born into a backwards, burning slave world?

    I am finally getting treatment for alcohol dependency. I want to stop hiding from my own life, but I don’t know how. I wasted myself on people who don’t actually care about anything but themselves. It sometimes feels like there is too much pain for anything to be worthwhile, but I am also too scared to check out early.

    So… I don’t know. We have a lot of problems to solve. Things may get worse before they get better, but there is potential for things to get better. Theoretically. 🤷 I hope they get better for everyone, including you. I wish I knew.