100bpm resting heart rate ftw.

I’d agree with this, especially given how ADHD has a high genetic correlation. I was diagnosed twice, once at 2 or 3, I don’t recall any of it and then again at 38 because and the only reason I felt I needed help is that the world has gotten more hostile, and I couldn’t find the energy to mask anymore, I was short tempered, always stressed, always anxious. I’m not cured but things are better now, trying different meds is a fucking roller coaster.

Yeah I’m at 5x what I started out with and I’m broke as shit, maybe I’m lying a little bit, I have savings now but for the last 2 years it hasn’t grown at all. Although I now have more responsibilities that accounts for some of the increase in spending, I’m fully aware that as I made more, I normalized spending more.

My psychiatrist keeps asking me what I think being normal is whenever I wonder what that is like, says there is no such thing, I just want to know what I’m striving for you know.